Ho Na Na: April 2011

ok gue mau cerita sesuatu.hari ini gue bangun siang..............................biasalah,nak libur.sendirian lagi.huh,pada sibuk sekolah.trus gue liat hari dan tanggal.UDAH HARI SABTU.sebentar lagi masuk gan.dan gue pikir,gue belom menyentuh pr..................................panik panik panik.tapi tiba2 di kepala gue muncul suatu kepercayaan yang sangat amat kuat

yaudah gue ikutin.gue dengerin songbird glee version berjam jam.reaksi gue

bahkan setelah berkali kali denger,reaksi gue masih sama.trus akhirnya gue nyari barang2 brittana dan gue nemu

KATANYA EPISODE 2x19 "rumours" HRZ NONTON.dan gue kayak "HMM PASTI BRITTANA ENDGAME"

tapi orang orang pada bilang bartie masih jalan bareng di prom night.

alhasil gue stress and akhirnya gue dengerin songbird terus menerus lagi.gue udah

udah gitu gue histeris sendirian di kamar

baru jenni pulang sekolah dan ngeliat gue lagi alay.dia kayak

trus gue bilang

ternyata dia perhatian dan berusaha menenangkan gue kayak

hari ini intinya gue cuman dengerin lagu songbird.dan gak ngapa2in.I REGRET NOTHING THO.selamat malam :)

chapter five here i come!angst angst angst

madesu club was over.everybody went home.though venna and michael stayed in the choir room.fransis and naomi were still outside peeking in the choir room.they didn't notice each other because they're from the different door.there were two doors in the choir room.venna was leaning on the piano.michael was just sitting there.the room was filled with silence.michael started to break it

"thanks" he said

"for what?"

"doing this duet with me" he looked down at the floor "i never thought i can sing with so many emotions"

venna chuckled a bit "yeah.you're a badass"

"i need to say something though" he said looking back to her

"what is it?"

fransis,who was listening closely to the conversation,suddenly being pulled by a hand.it was darrent.he pulled fransis and hit him to the locker.

"what the hell darrent?" fransis said trying to push darrent from pushing him

"okay handsome boy.two choices.shut up and listen to me or keep moving and i'll break your neck" darrent said lowering his voice so nobody can hear them

"what has gotten in to you man?let go" fransis said

"your choice.i'll give you three seconds" he said "one............two.........."

"okay okay.what the hell do you want?"

"listen to me mr quarter back.i am a jock and i play football just like you.correct?"

"yeah whatever.cut the crap and tell me the real deal blondie" fransis said

"i need to get noticed bro.i need your place in the team"

"what made you think i'll give it to you?"

"this" darrent said and then he punched fransis on the cheek

"shit what the hell?" he said

"keep talking and your face will go all blue fatzo"

darrent kept beating the crap out of fransis.his face was all swollen and puffy.he passed out in the hallway.darrent left him.the boy ain't gonna give the position to him anyway.venna and michael went out from the choir room and found fransis lie there in the hallway.venna quickly ran to him and told michael to find some help.and so he did.

fransis woke up in the school's health unit.he opened his eyes and they met two blue beautiful eyes that was staring to them too.it was venna.she was wiping the blood from all over his face with a little towel.she smiled

"you okay?" she said

"where am i?" he said trying to get up

but venna stopped him and said "you shouldn't.you're still hurting"

"argh,you're right" he said.he felt it.all the bruises,all the pain.

venna stayed there with him until he started to doze off.she sat to the chair next to the bed,put her head on the bed and slept accidentally.fransis woke up again.he looked out at the window.it was dark.night already.he saw venna sleeping there waiting for him.he got up and brushed some of her hair in front of her face.he wokes her up.

"hey sweetie,wake up" he said calmly

but she didn't wake up.she mumbled during her dream "michael........"

michael?what the....?fransis got up angryly.venna woke up surprised by his gesture.he ran to the door.she chased him.and stand in front of him

"what is with you fransis?" she said

"why ven?why?"

"why what?"

"i thought you were different"

" i am!" she said "i don't know what's going on here"

"stop it.stop lying to me"

"look,whatever i did,even though i don't know what it is.i am sorry.i'm sorry.i'm really sorry"

"don't.don't be" he said walking to the exit and went home with his car.

she really didn't know what's going on.she started crying and colapsed down the floor.at this time,she just wanted to play her ipod,just to make her feel better.she loved songs.and so,she played her ipod on random.this song started to play

Everybody see’s it’s you
I’m the one that lost the view
Everybody says we’re through
I hope you haven’t said it too

venna stood up.she knew she had to go because it was dark already

So where do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where can love take us now
We’ve been so far down

We can still touch the sky

If we crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we’ll run
Until we’re strong enough to jump

Then we’ll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl

Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, Yeah

she walked home.even though it was freezing and she was only wearing her cheerio outfit

Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
I always felt the need for space
But now I can’t reach your face

So where are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my faults
Love, can you see my hand?
I need one more chance

We can still have it all

If we crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we’ll run
Until we’re strong enough to jump

Then we’ll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl

she cried the whole song.but she realized she can fix it.she had to.because she knew right that moment,she liked fransis and that's all that matters.

Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, Yeah

she got home.it was six o' clock.she was freezing.nobody was home.she changed clothes,grabbed a banket and a hot chocolate.sat there.thinking about things.school,cheerio,madesu,fransis.......and michael.ah shit.stop it.i like fransis,not him.

The Next Day.

school day.venna haven't seen fransis.not in the locker,hallway,classes.she was getting worried.she was avoiding michael too.even though he tried to talk to her.he was confused.finally he get to talk to her in the cafeteria.

"what's up hot stuff?" he said

"leave me alone" venna said not looking at him

"what's with you?you're avoiding me all morning"

"i just needed to be alone,don't you get it" she said

"something is wrong and i have to know"

"it's not your bussiness.go away"

"stop that.just stop" he said shouting a bit "i'm sorry but i'm your friend.friends talk about their problems to each other"

"you are the problem damn it!" venna said shouting

"wait.what?i'm just trying to help"

"it's beacause of that stupid duet"

"aaarrrggghhh i knew this will happen" he said

"what will?"

"we hang out,singing,and your boyfriend got jealous.right?"

"well....yeah actually.that's why i've been avoiding you"

"i dunno ven.i dunno what you should do.you have to figure this out.do you love him?"

"um.........i can't answer that"

"then think about it.and i'm not gonna lie,when we sang,i felt something and i'm sure you felt that too"

"what?no i don't"

"okay.now look me in the eyes,and tell me you didn't felt anything" he said while grabbing her hand and connected their eyes

"i............shit" she said and then turned away.his eyes were brown.light brown.how beautiful.it distracted her.

"think about it ven.think" he said and went away

what am i going to do?now she was really confused about her feelings.but she decided to act like she liked fransis.school was over then.madesu club was on.mr veri gave this assignment for a solo.everyone had to sing solo that day.

"okay guys,before we start our assignment,i have a surprise for you.madesu club needs more member right?and so i found one.give it up for fransis" said mr veri

venna was super shocked.he didn't even talk about it to her.she looked at him with a sad and confusing look.fransis said "uh hi.i'm fransis and i like to sing"

the whole club was shocked too.but they continued the lesson.

"so,who wants to go first?" mr veri said

"mr veri,if i may?" said venna

"right"

venna was in front of the class.she already figure out a song to sing.and fransis knew,it was for him.

I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself
Boy, I was caught up in his lust
When I don't really want no one else

she closed her eyes and started to feel the emotion.fransis just sat there with that 'argh i love you but you cheat on me' look

So, no, I know I should've treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever
So let me in
Give me another chance

To really be your girl

'Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you

So tell me boy

she opened her eyes and staring right at fransis

Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmm whatcha say?
Wh-wh-wh-what did she say?

fransis stared at her too.he knew,he loved her.but she hurt him and that's not cool.

How could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go?
And ooh, what I'd do for one chance
I just gotta let you know

applauses were all over the choir room.venna sat back.she almost cried,but she held it.she looked at fransis.he wasn't smiling.not a good sign.then fransis wanted to sing.it was his turn.he got up and started singing.

THIS IS THE END OF THIS CHAPTER.i'm so hoping you like it.this chapter is very long tho.actually i wanted to complete it with fransis's singing but i can't write anymore.too much word and blogger won't let me.okay,fransis will sing on chapter six then.BYE.almost forgot.the songs are crawl-chris brown and whatcha say-jason derulo.lol i changed the lyrics a bit.and fyi i copied the lyrics from random websites just so you know.

Ho Na Na

Sabtu, 30 April 2011

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gaaahhh

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Jumat, 29 April 2011

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Kamis, 28 April 2011

This is just too beautiful