LAST POST OF 2011

HEY! how's everything hanging? so okay hey guys. i wanna make this post to appreciate (i think that's the word) the year 2011. i mean, i don't want my last post of 2011 to be that "get money fuck bitches, get married eat sandwiches" thingy. even though i know it is super awesome!!! i know!! so, this last post of 2011 will be about.. well, 2011. everything that has happened throughout the year. wow. i didn't even notice things! i mean, i didn't know that i'm going to pass 2011 this fast. and the other thing is, i can't believe so many things happened in a very short amount of time. well, at least that's what i feel. okay i'm going to have to hurry because the countdown is an hour til midnight so...

okay. this year started off with some laughs. literally, laughs. laughs everywhere. i love laughs. well, not really. so 2011 with madesu, that is 8.1 or if you don't know me, then you suck it's my class in vincentius junior high. HAHA why do i laugh everytime i hear junior high. it sounds so small if you know what i mean. ANYWAYS, in madesu, i had so much fun. thank you guys. you're all amazing and awesome and hilarious. well... just thank you. i had the funniest moments with you guys. so thanks. we shared... well, mostly laughs. YCEFDMN. we had something back then... right? well, not everything is perfect. but either way, i love every single one of you madesu! much love! HEY SOUL SISTER AIN'T THAT AKDAUDGHUA

so many things happened, i don't know where to begin. let's see. when i first got promoted? wait what? promoted? up to 9th grade. oh my god 9th grade!! i feel so small... so when i first got up to ninth grade, i felt so sad because i had to leave madesu but oh well. my new class was 9.1 or so called communio. oh my god. okay at first, we were really awkward and ya know. but then we got to blend and what do you know, we mixed up so perfectly. HAH! the funny thing is, i actually felt something from this class. like something. no offense, but in madesu i didn't really feel anything. almost nothing. happy. why do i feel happy? I'M SO EMOTIONALLY HAPPY RIGHT NOW! just thinking about them makes my heart warm. okay, communio, i love you and i can't wait to spend another semester with you. much much love from me!! oh and classmeeting lol okay let me talk about this. WE LOST. it felt.. terribly... good. it felt terribly good. i don't know. i just love them too much! i love you! okay i'm going to stop now you're all so hilarious. and cute. and IT'S A BEAUTIFUL NIIIGGGHHHTTT

oh and so many things happened to me. yeah things have changed. losing best friends. gaining best friends. falling in love. founding love. getting lessons. losing faith. gaining faith. losing hope. gaining hope. parents. friends. family. teachers. people. lover. best buds. everything just fell right on to me. GLEE

i don't have hopes about next year. nope. nothing at all. since i don't really celebrate new years. but this year 2011, was a pretty wild ride in my life. it changed every perspective that i have towards everything. it changed everything that i may thought about before it actually happened to me. i was naive back then. now, i'm not as naive as i was. i didn't know stuff back then. now, i know what i should know, even though i don't want to know. everything that has happened to me showed everything in life that i didn't want to know at the first place. but well, i guess i have to. eventually. just like the speeches that quinn and rachel did in SHAfD, all we have to do is live. freaking live! all i want to do in 2012, the new year that's going to happen to my life in about 30 minutes, is to overcome. overcome everything that i will be facing. i will overcome. i will survive. and i will win. i will live. overcome. love better. know better. fight harder. trying to hang in there. and eventually i will overcome. learn from experiences. i have a lot of them. let's live. i will have to face hard things out there, but i will overcome. something is waiting for me. i just know it.

happy new year!

and so ends my last post of 2011