I'm always gonna be the last one standing

I tried conversing with god but only hearing myself. I be throwing up a lot, but I ain't here for my health. When I'm feeling like blah, I had to loosen my belt. Ate the corn right off the cob, didn't need no help. So, now I've come to realize I'm on myself for real. So, most of 'em, I approach 'em with a Slomin's Shield. Keep my enemies close, 'cause they prone to steal. When friends become foes, know you're doing it well. Just keep it going. I'm a red pill taker, who's my real maker? Group homes and tombstones to feel safer. Loopholes for new souls, let's keep praying. Too grown to complain, I create the lane I stay in. Forever underrated, so now I'm Nicholas Cageing it. Doing all about anything as long as you put my face in it. Face it, I didn't wanna be famous, but that's the way it is.