Rants.

Okay. I'm gonna start this post with saying that I have a lot in my mind that I want to rant about. Duh. I always rant. And I'm not planning to stop soon. I rant about simply everything. But in this post, I want to rant about something that has been bothering me for the past few days. And it's not really a big of a deal, but I have to blabber all about it anyway. Because really, I would explode with rage if I don't. So, sorry for not making any sense and being totally annoying. Hey, what can I say? I'm just a kid. And life is a nightmare okay seriously stop with the simple plan. What I wanna rant all day today is something that's not new and many people have brought it up many times, but I want you to know how it is in my point of view.

So, recently I have many comments about how people change. You know, like "He's changed. He used to be nice, and now he's such an asshole" or something like "You've changed. I can't believe it. How come you're not like you're used to?".

And that, my friends, fucking sucks. And the suck part is not even the fact that we've changed. The sucky part is the fact that they don't respect us to be who we want to be. Are you serious? This is my fucking life and you go around telling me that I've fucking changed? That I'm different? That I'm weird now? Oh hell no brother. You ain't giving me that shit. And I don't want to entertain you by feeling sorry.

Nope, I don't feel sorry at all. Have you heard the news lately? Have you heard the social changes in the world? Hell, do you even live? People change. That's how it is. You can't expect us to be something that we're not. I don't want to hear crap about how I change and you don't like me now. I don't fucking give a shit. Maybe the person you want me to be is just not me. And that isn't a very hard thing to do. You just have to accept life and people as it is. The society has changed. We're not just a bunch of dumbfucks anymore. We have brains, remember? So why don't you use yours for a change? You know, people these days can think. People these days are more open to stuff. Little stuff that shouldn't be neglected. People these days can understand how to accept other people more. We don't point them as weird people. We point them as people. We respect them for who they are and who they want to be.

And that's what's wrong with societies in little countries, such as mine. Most of the people here don't know how the world is changing. How our perspective should be like. The new modern and much more sense making perspective.

People should accept people. You should accept me for changing to be who I want to be. You should respect me for choosing to be me. You should understand that changing isn't a bad thing. Yes, I've changed. My attitude has changed. But that doesn't mean that I'm not me. I'm still me. I'm just not what you expect me to be. So, if you don't like they way I really am, maybe you should find another friend. I don't feel sorry. Not at all. Of course I don't. I'm not gonna feel sorry for being myself. That is suicide. I know it's hard to understand, but I really do love myself. A lot. My parents created me for a reason, which is to be myself. I don't want to live as something that isn't me. I love myself too much to do that.

And yeah, a lot of people around me has changed their attitude. But if that's who they really are, I'm okay with that. I respect their existence as human beings that have the rights to change if they want to. In fact, I recommend you to change. We need to change in order to follow the today society. It's not that hard. Being unable to change just means that you're not good at adapting. Which is the same with saying that you're not good at life.

Sorry for being a judgemental bitch, but that's how I am. Be more accepting. The world has done that. Why don't you?