don't. please. don't. don't do this. how did it get like this? don't. please. don't try so hard to ruin this. please don't ruin this. we were real. we are real. don't take the only thing that can cheer my days. i've lost them. i don't want to lose you. you guys are the only thing that made my life has worth.

when the fuck did life get this hard?