i'd give 'about me' as a title,but it's kind of lame and diary-ish.so,i'll write 'Things That You Must Know About Yessica'

1. i'm a girl (OMGOSH REALLY???IT'S SO NOT SHOWING) 
2. i love the internet.it gives us access to...um,stuff
3. sarcasm is my middle name and my purpose of life
4. i wanna be an awesome doctor like christina yang or dr.bailey in grey's anatomy!!
5. i always think that i'm better than anyone else.well,you know.i'm a teenager.an arrogant bastard.please understand
6. i hate novels.EXCEPT detective ones.like sherlock holmes or hercule poirot.love em
7. skirt is my worst enemy
8. i love parody movies like super flick or epic movie and stuff
9. i don't believe in labels such as gay,straight,or bi.i believe in soulmates (i'm 14 lololol)
10. i say sorry before i kill an ant
11. i say stuff randomly and then pause myself and said "did i just say that?" or "did i just do that?" to myself
12. my favorite language is...well,english.and i don't think i have an indonesian accent in it,but i feel like i have to give indonesian accent to my english so people (indonesian) will understand what i'm saying (lol what is this?) 
13. i don't believe in god.i believe in truth,fact,and science
14. i love going out.especially with friends
15. i don't want to attach myself to anything such as family,best friend,or even gf and bf because i think it's just a waste of time and it will hurt me eventually (again,i'm 14 lolololol)
16. i forget things (i'm such a grannie) 
17. i hate forgetting things.duh.
18. i love mature people.some of my friends are.and i'm kinda loving it
19. i like to sing.it's like a hobby.come on guys,my voice isn't that bad.right?right?......right?
20. it's awkward for me to say my own name
21. i don't like sensitive people.that's why i like most boy's attitude better
22. i'm hopelessly shy
23. i love having fantasies of my own and create a story in my head 
24. i love getting compliments.come on,surely you guys love it too.just keepin it real
25. music is heroin to me.well actually songs.
26. i hate people who think that they have better music taste than me
27. nutella is my lover 
28. i never really hug a person ya know HAHA.i mean,really really hug
29. i became a lip biter ever since dianna agron bit hers (lol i don't even know what is this omg omg i sounded like a creepy stalker) 
30. i have my favorite doll (or i don't know stuffed animal?) shaped like a rabbit.it's purple and has blue ears.it's name is bunny (lol my childhood) 
31. i have two hearts,my fabbery heart and my brittana heart
32. i comb my hair before i brush my teeth (just sayin) 
33. it's awkward for me to not have long nails
34. my favorite meal used to be noodles,but after i had a seriously tormenting stomachache after eating one,everything changed.now idk what's my favorite
35. i can't help but to think that hannah montana and miley cyrus are different persons (lol i dunno why.it's just,i don't know) 
36. i like to hang with someone that's cool (and by cool i meant keeping it real and not worrying about stuff) 
37. i treat small stuff like it's a big stuff (like that kiss in 3rd july.is that a big deal?idk) 
38. i talk to myself in front of the mirror.simple stuff.like "hey" or "wassup?" and i burst into laughter afterwards (not mental at all.) 
39. i love food.someday when i'm president of a country,i will make it legal for humans to marry a food (i know this sounds so desperate.but damn i'm so right) 
40. i hate to lose
41. i hate people who act like they're badass but they don't know the first thing how to become one.a mohawk (YOU SAID IT PUCK) 
42. i have this huge bed for myself,but i sleep in one side (preferebly the right side) near the edge of it instead of in the middle (it's awkward if i sleep in the middle.idk why)
43. i have huge respect for lady gaga (lol what?) 
44. i'm not a morning person.i'm also not a night person (so,what am i?) 
45. i laugh (a lot)
46. for me,my purpose in life is to figure life out,and my prize is death at the end.even though i don't believe such thing as heaven,i still believe that there's a place of peace for dead people.who knows
47. i always have this dream about meeting naya rivera,heather morris,chris colfer and become their best friend (lol i wish) 
48. i'm so insecure and i know exactly why.but i don't know how to stop this insecurities.and i don't know who to tell because to be honest i trust no one.i care about what people think of me.too much.i'm afraid that i will become an outcast and people will think i'm some kind of weirdo
49. i love romance (especially from writings and poems)
50. SHOULD HAVE ASKED FOR DIRECTIONS OMG.i just love this fic so much.and i love dylan hart.she's just so awesome.i really love that kind of person.a person that knows the art of romance (omg what am i saying lololol i'm 14) 
51. i love when people reply my chat or text with "HAHAHAHA" instead of just "wkwk" or "lol" (lol)
52. i actually like it when a movie or a story can make me burst into tears.example,that movie "my sister's keeper","glee:funeral",and more.as for story,"SHOULD HAVE ASKED FOR DIRECTIONS" (lol this fic) and much much more
53. for me,being sad is perfectly normal.we are alowed to be sad in life sometimes.crying is our right.but we shouldn't live like that forever
54. nobody is able to impress me for now (lies)
55. i don't think people understand me
56. before i go to bed,i look at the ceilling and stare at it,then i fall asleep (lol is this weird?)
57. i literally laugh at all jokes.even the cheesy ones
58. my dog is a female.i named her quinn.her fur is black,so i figured she's a nigger (lol what does this even mean?) 
59. swearing is normal for me.i do it all the time
60. i can't live without a watch on my left wrist
61. i love tattoos.especially naya's.that one on her lower back (lol creepy little me) 
62. i'm all awkward and everything
63. i love dulux.my walls became so awesome with it (lol go paint your wall with dulux.you won't regret it) 
64. i have no passion for anything
65. regretting things is my daily activity
66. i prefer shower than bath (lol is this even matter?) 
67. i love it when i can give advice to people.it made me feel like i'm smart.hmmm like mario teguh or oprah or something 
68. i frickin love madesu tee.i'm wearing it right now.love it sooo much.it's awesome.even though it has one flaw on it's back (yeah,offical.and people don't notice except for our people) 
69. i feel so dirty writing on this number (lol i'm so lame) 
70. sometimes when i'm sad,i feel so numb.i feel like i can't feel.but i also feel like everything hurts
71. i love it when people let me be sad,but try to comfort me (lol idk what this means)
72. my smile is my biggest mask
73. i wear my pin to my shirt before i wear my shirt (lol i won't comment on this) 
74. i miss someone.but i don't know who (is this possible?) 
75. i hate throwing out stuff.what if we need it?i see everything.every picture,every object as a memory.and i don't throw away memories because i don't want to forget the things that i've been through.and every object tells me about those things.it has its own story that i want to tell someday.