Madesu:One And Only

HEYO chapter 18 is in the air. i know i love madesu so much T.T i mean, it's like the only class where i can make this kind of fic. because the people in it are just so fic material lol. like, the cheerios venna naomi and chacha. or like the football players fransis michael evodie and darrent. or the chinese and all the people (from looks and stuff) are just so perfect for this omg i love you all. freaking beautiful people (not saying dadu or night three are ugly people lol not at all, you're all beautiful i guess and i love you too.... sometimes). so okay this chapter will be about their trip to cijantung for two days. fyi the sectionals will be held monday. and the trip is on thursday and friday. they'll of course spend a night there. anyways, enjoy!

what.the.hell.

michael was speechless.what the hell was that?he barely knew the girl and here she was, kissing him?it was weird.no,it was way more than weird.it was the weirdest thing ever.and the weirder part was,he didn't know how to react and feel about this.

when the kiss broke,he opened his mouth.wanted to say something,but it didn't come out.so he closed it and did it again over and over.

naomi dropped her jaw in surprise.

what?ugh were they kissing?wait, that's not right.wait naomi,wait.maybe it's just a shadow thingy that made like as if they were kissing.don't think about it.michael wouldn't cheat on you.moreover,with your best friend

she thought to herself.she wanted to ring the doorbell,but she just couldn't.she was afraid if things will get awkward.she walked away (home) while trying to not think about it.she tried to believe that they weren't kissing.she went home walking.

chacha put her finger on michael's mouth "you don't have to say anything" she said

"but.... what was... what was that?" he asked

chacha looked at the floor "i... i like you"

"what?"

"i like you,michael" she said again while lifting her head up.but she didn't look at his eyes.it was like she avoided them.

"i think you should go now" he said

he led her to the door and shut it quickly.it felt like a dream.and he didn't know wheather it was a bad or a good one.he went to bed and try to forget it.but how could he?

thursday

the juniors were already gathered in the gym for directions on the fieldtrip.

"children, as you know, we will do a fieldtrip to cijantung for two days and we'll spend the night there.now,let's just go straight to the bus.you'll go by groups.the groups are from the club that you're currently joining.as for them who go to two clubs,you can just choose one of them" said mr kraeng, the head committee

"so what bus are you gonna go with?" asked venna to thalia.weirdly,the became friends.not best,but pretty good.still,thalia planned something.she always had something in her mind

"um,i dunno.what about the madesu club's bus?"

"sure.i'll sit with you" said venna

"cool" said thalia with a smile "um,you guys?" she asked to naomi and chacha who was apparently quiet.they didn't talk to each other like they used to.

"err,madesu i guess" said naomi

"madesu's bus" chacha added

of course they didn't want to go with the cheerios bus.it would be mad awkward.and they weren't close to the other cheerleader.

there they were,the madesu club.all in one bus.the trip will be a little long,so they wanted to get comfort.naomi sat with michael, fransis with chacha, venna with thalia, icha with eka, jodi with jessica, yasmine with alfons, darrent with evodie, albert.... well albert sat with mr veri.poor him.mr veri talk to him like an unstopable machine.it was terrifying.

suddenly,chacha stood and ask michael to switch seats for a minute.michael asked naomi if it was okay and she only nodded.michael looked at chacha awkwardly and sat on chacha's seat beside fransis.they talked about..... well,guys stuff.chacha sat next to naomi and started a conversation.

"i think i need to talk to you" she said

"uh huh" said naomi while still reading her magz

"um... something happened" said chacha while playing with her fingers.naomi looked at that movement for awhile.she knew that movement.she knew that it means chacha was nervous

"it's okay cha.i know"

"you know?" asked chacha while looking at her

"yes.i was in front of his house" said naomi while still not moving her eyes from her magazine

"and...." she waited

"what?" asked naomi confused

"and you're not mad?"

"why should i?" said naomi "i think it's normal.i mean, you're hot and everything and maybe it was just kind of like an accident" she talked like it was a normal thing.but chacha could still hear the sarcasm from her voice

"but... wait,you think i'm hot?" said chacha

"of course.you're a cheerleader.duh" said naomi "your job is to look hot.like me"

"so, you're okay with him cheating on you?" asked chacha with a confused face

"he's not cheating on me" she said "he wouldn't.i know he wouldn't.and i know that he'll tell about this to me not long after you talk to me"

"how could you not be mad?" asked chacha again stubbornly

"do you want me to be?" asked naomi while closing her magazine and looked at her

"um, no.sorry" she said.she stood up and switched seats with michael again

both naomi and michael acted like nothing just happened,but naomi said "something you want to talk to me about, love?"

michael looked at his lap "ah the hell with it.you already knew it from her" he said "i'm really really sorry"

"i forgive you" said naomi while opening her magz and read it again

"wait, you're not mad?" asked michael

"nope. the fact that you kissed her doesn't make me mad. i know her" she said "it was an accident"

they both silenced.naomi was trying to believe that it was an accident.still trying.and after that,they acted like everything was okay.acted.

"wait, vod.look at this" said darrent while handing his phone to him

"what is it?" asked evodie while looking at the phone in confussion "oh a map of cijantung.what's with it?"

"see right here" said darrent while pointing at something on his phone

"an animal shelter?you wanna adopt a dog or something?OH OH adopt a kitten. i love kittens" said evodie with an unyu tone

"arrgghh no dumbass.beside that.here" said darrent again

"oohh MAR" said evodie

darrent looked at him with a face like he was waiting evodie to say something

"OOHH it's where tasya goes" said evodie again.he got it.finally

"bingo" said darrent "it's near the museum that we're gonna visit"

"so?"

"so.i'm gonna go get ma gurl" said darrent with a ghetto tone

"right on" said evodie highfiving him

after a few hours trip, they arrived.they went to their hotel first to put their stuff there.all of the juniors were there.the madesu club got seperated.

room 103 : venna, naomi, thalia, chacha
room 104 : fransis, evodie, darrent, michael
room 105 : jessica, icha, yasmine, *some random red head*
room 106 : albert, jodi, alfons, eka

they rested for awhile.that trip was a bit exhausting.when the others decided to take a nap, eka and edwin decided to take a walk in the park near the hotel.a nice walk could refresh them with all the stuff that has been going on.it was nice.

"i'm sorry" said edwin

"for what?" asked eka confusedly

"the football team... they're mean to you"

eka stopped and looked at him "how many times do i have to tell you that it's not your fault?"

"it's just that.... i don't know"

"don't worry. i can take care of myself" said eka with a shrug of his left shoulder

edwin smiled "i know. i like how brave you are"

"thank you"

"can i ask you something?"

"anything" said eka

"um... i know that this is weird.but i have this little crush on this guy and.... "

"yes?" said eka excitedly

"i want you to tell me how to know if he's... ya know" said edwin. he was shy. mad shy

"oh" said eka disappointedly. he thought maybe this little crush that edwin was talking about was.... well, him. but edwin didn't seem to notice the change in eka's face "easy" said eka again

"well.... how?"

"just ask him what team does he play in" he said

"are you crazy?" asked edwin with disbelief tone

"no. it's simple"

"but... "

"you think he'll avoid you when he knows that you're gay?" said eka "well let me tell you something. i don't like it. people talk and treat gay people like they're some sort of freaks and weirdos. i don't like that. do you think straight people aren't freaks? well, you're wrong. gay people are normal. they don't even supposed to be called gay. they are people. they are people too. people these days are unbelieveable. and so are you. you're gay and you keep hiding in your closet. to be honest, i don't like that at all. it's like you're trying to be something that's not you. and you also think that gay people aren't people. you think that we're an outsiders and outcasts" said eka

it silenced edwin in an instant "whoa"

"oh i'm sorry" said eka again "i just... i just wish people would learn about acceptance more" with that, he went away, leaving edwin alone in the park.

at the evening, the juniors went to a museum.they could see.... museum stuff? yeah. museum stuff. some historical shit with descriptions all over the place. the madesu club decided to go together as a group, since they were so comfortable with each other.

"how's your sweet sweet pianist?" asked evodie

"it's getting somewhere. i think" said yasmine. they were walking together "and how's your hot hot cheerleader?"

"i have plans" said evodie with a smirk

"i have plans too" said yasmine. not wanting to lose

"well then i have better plans" he said

"i have the best plans" she said

"arrgghh why do i always lose in this thiiiinggg" said evodie

"because i'm yasmine. yasmine parawina larasati" she said arrogantly

"and i'm abraham evodie mancana?" he said confusedly

they laughed. but suddenly venna took evodie's arm and dragged him somewhere without even talk to yasmine. oh well.

"hey slow down girl" said evodie. they stopped in a quiet part of the museum where there were no people

"i want to ask you something" said venna

"what is it?'

"i overheard your conversation with yasmine. so what plans do you got?" asked venna

evodie dropped his jaw. she dragged him just for this. they could talk about this anytime. but she insisted to talk about it now. whoa. "calm down" he said

"what are the plans.for serious" begged venna

evodie put a finger on his chin "hmmm i have one in mind"

"what is it what is it?" asked venna enthusiastically

"fransis and chacha aren't the 'so easy to get jealous' type. they will hold their jealousy until something too far happens"

"like what?" asked venna while cocking an eyebrow

"oh you'll see"

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"get over her, will you" said aji. he smacked the back of albert's head. albert was kind of looking at jessica. all the time.

both aji and albert were sitting on a bench inside the museum "ouch that hurts, curly" 

"at least i'm not looking at another guy's girl all the time" said aji

"hey, it's not my fault that i fell for her" said albert while still rubbing the back of his head

"mate, look at her" said aji. albert looked at jessica "now look at you" said aji while pointing at a mirror. how convenient that there was a mirror there

"so, what does that mean?" asked albert

"you have a future" said aji "and it's not her. you know it" 

"what? are you saying that we can't be together?" 

"no. i'm saying that life is much more bigger than just her" he said

"and?" 

"she's not everything, mate. so you fancy her, big deal. women, they will come and go. and there are so many of them in this world" said aji

"i don't get it" 

"what i'm saying is, life is big. it's really big. it's bigger than love. love is not everything" said aji "maybe at our ages we will think that love is everything, but the truth is, it's not. life is everything. and it's way bigger than love. think about life, forget about love. yes, we need love. but it'll come to us eventually. and for now, we have to think about what we can do in our lives. put love aside and you'll figure out the secret of life"

albert sighed "maybe you're right. but i just can't" he said "she is everything"

"argh. when will you come to a realization that life is much more bigger than her?" said aji. he was pretty annoyed with albert's attitude

albert sighed again. he took one deep breath "i don't know. to me, life is her. i love her and that's all i know. life couldn't be bigger than her because she is life. i haven't came to a realization that life is bigger than her. and maybe i will never come to that realization. because i love her that much. i want her that much. she's the only thing that matters in my world" said albert while looking at jessica who was laughing at what jodi just whispered to her

aji wanted to say something, but then he looked at albert's face. it was true. everything that albert has just said. he was in love. aji could see it clearly. maybe he had this ego of his, but albert here was his best friend. he won't stand for his ego than his best friend. he smiled "then go get her, mate. show her that you're better than that wheelchair kid" 

albert turned his head to him and smiled. he turned his head to jessica again and looked at her. because.... just.... look at her. just look at her.

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darrent sneaked past the teachers easyly. he walked to a school. MAR, if it wasn't that obvious. he was nervous. of course. he wanted to say some things to tasya. he was sure that she was worth it. this girl. he went inside the school without any permission. he heard singing. he followed that voice and found some sort of auditorium. he went inside and looked at the stage. there was a blonde. his blonde. tasya. she was playing the guitar. alone on the stage. the song started. it was familiar to him. he sat on one of the audience chair, just to see her singing and hear her voice.

A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by
I'm hopin' just to be by your side
I'm turnin' the handle, it won't open
Don't make me wait 'cause right now I need your smile

Knock, knock

she sang it so beautifully. darrent was amazed with her. like always. because she always had something that could amaze him

When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you

Little louder, little louder
Little louder knockin'
Little louder, little louder

he could saw her face. oh god. that face. he missed it. he loved it. so damn much. those deep blue, it swallowed him whole.

A warm bath, a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart
I've tried it but they all leave me cold
So now I'm here waitin' to see you
My remedy for all that's been hurtin' me
 
Knock, knock

When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you

darrent looked at him all the way. and was it just him, or she just swiped a tear from her face? oh, it wasn't just him.

You seem to know the way
To turn my frown upside down
You always know what to say
To make me feel like everything's okay

she smiled after this part. darrent knew this smile. this was the 'happy because of darrent' smile. she used it when she got happy because of his doing. he knew. he noticed. he just knew. he knew right that moment, he could do this. they could do this.

When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you

she ended the song and swiped another tear. but this time, she was smiling. she didn't notice darrent's precense.... yet.she wanted to get off the stage when darrent stood and walked to her direction

she was surprised. as hell. was he listening? it made her blush. but she tried to hide it with turning her back to him "what do you want?" she asked

"i want to tell you a story about me and this girl i knew" said darrent. he got up the stage and looked at her back. he was a meter away from her

"go on" she said

"i met her just a few weeks ago. she was beautiful, smart, cool, and... she was blonde" he said

she giggled

then darrent continued "she was the most amazing thing i've ever seen. then i started to have feelings for her. and i think she gave me a sign. her smile was the only thing that i couldn't get enought of" he said "she could cheer my heart up. and then, i gave it to her. my heart"

"what happens next?" she asked

"she kept it. she kept my heart. she's still keeping it now. and i don't know when will she return my heart to me" said darrent "but then again, i don't want her to return my heart to me. i want her to keep it. i want her to keep it forever. it's all hers. and i'm hoping that.... "

"yes?"

"i'm hoping that i can keep her heart, someday" he said "and now i'm here. trying to make things right. because ever since she went away from me, i don't know how to feel. because she makes me feel.... she makes me feel like everything is possible"

tasya turned her face to him and took one step closer "and who is this girl that you're talking about?" she asked

darrent took a step closer too. he grabbed her waist and she wrapped her arms around his neck "i think you know who she is" he said with a smile

she smiled and put her forehead against his "what i know is, she loved you too. and she just gave you her heart for you to keep" said tasya

forever.proudly so.

the two of them walked around MAR after that. it felt so damn good. to get back together and talk about things together again. they talked about everything.

"so, i guess i'll be going" said darrent. it was already so late

"i guess" said tasya

"see you at sectionals" he said and then walked away.

she smiled. the 'happy because of darrent' smile. and he walked away with a smile too. a 'happy because of tasya' smile.

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"daddy?" she said between her tears

"yes, darling?" he hold her tighter. trying not to cry. trying so hard to comfort her and tell her that everything was going to be okay. but he couldn't. he just couldn't. because he knew that everything wasn't okay.

anya sniffed and put her head on dami's shoulder "i miss her" 

"i know. me too" said dami "me too" 

"do you ever feel like she's here?" she asked. she looked at the kitchen. just for awhile she thought she saw a shadow that shaped like a woman

"you mean... her spirit?" asked dami

"yes" said anya "i don't know why, but i feel like she's watching us. here. now"

"maybe she is" said her father

"i just... her precense like this is killing me. and i don't know how to end it"

"me neither sweetheart" said dami brushing her hair

"daddy?"


"yes?"


"everything is not okay, is it?"


he looked at her and sighed "i'm sorry"


"it's alright" she sniffed "i'd rather hearing that than lies about how things will be okay" she looked at the kitchen again.

the shadow vanished pieces by pieces.

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the madesu club was hanging in the private lounge just for the juniors. there were some juniors beside madesu club who were hanging too. fransis and chacha was sitting together. cuddling. yet their minds were somewhere else. evodie and venna were sitting on a couch. they were like giggling and whispering stuff at each other.

 "you ready?" asked evodie to venna

"i hope so" she said nervously

"okay, here goes" 

then they kissed. this time, it wasn't an accident. but it wasn't real too. ah, so this was evodie's plan. fake kissing in front of everyone. so thoughtful. but then again, not really. because fransis and chacha could see them clearly. well, that was actually the point of doing this. at first, fransis acted like he didn't see that. but after a few seconds, his face became red. he walked towards evodie and venna. he seperated them with his hands and took evodie's collar

"what the hell is going on man?" asked fransis..... shoutfully (?)

"what's with you?" asked evodie 

"oh so this is how it's gonna be?" said fransis 

everyone seemed so distracted by the two. but they all just watched

"hey this is a free country" shouted evodie

"well than i can do this!" said fransis. he punched evodie right on his cheek 

evodie twisted and fell on the couch. chacha stood up and held fransis "stop this!" 

evodie's cheek was a little red. and not because he was blushing. no way. he got angry, stood up, and tried to hit fransis. but darrent and venna held him from doing that.

"you stole the girl i love, you freaking bastard!" shouted evodie uncontrollably

"yeah? you made out with the girl i love, shithead!" said fransis. albert helped chacha 

venna and chacha snapped. what did they just say?

"shut up!" 

"you started it!" 

"you're not my friend! you're the most pathetic person i know and i should've known that this will happen. i thought we were real, sis!" shouted evodie. fransis slowed his movement. so did evodie. then he said again "i thought we were real" slowly

"i.... " fransis wanted to say something. but it didn't come out

"stop this shit!" shouted chacha "you guys. just stop" she said "i hate this. i don't know what it is, but i hate it so bad. what are we doing for god's sake?" 

"we're trying to feel. i am trying to feel" said evodie

"no you're not. stop that crap about 'she's the girl i love and i will love her always'. stop it. this is life. we fall in love, we fall out love, and we get our hearts broken. it's life. get over it" said chacha to evodie. then she turned to fransis "and you. you've had me once. then you met her" she said while pointing to venna and looked at him again "you blew it. you broke my heart and you gave yours to her. but when she threw it away, you went back to me. who the hell do you think you are?"

they all silenced. the music stopped and chacha said "i'm just tired, okay" she was almost burst into tears "i can't handle all of this. i can't stand it. you guys are stupid fartfaces" she couldn't stand. her knees felt like jellies and she fell to the ground. weeping.

naomi calmed her down and comforted her. well at least trying to. she hugged her

after chacha calmed down a little, she whispered "thanks" 

"hey" she said while looking at her "that's what friends are for"

it was so awkward in the lounge room. fransis and evodie looked down. then fransis went out. evodie sat on the couch. alone.

"um, okay" said yasmine to everyone awkwardly "i'm gonna sing since this is so weird" 

there was a little stage. she stood on it and said "i dedicate this song to someone special. i dare him to let me be his one and only" alfons snapped from his shockness and looked at yasmine on the stage. beautiful as ever. started playing the piano. wait? she could play piano?

You've been on my mind

I grow fonder every day
Lose myself in time
Just thinking of your face

God only knows
Why it's taken me so long
To let my doubts go
You're the only one that I want

yasmine sang it so beautifully. it distracted everyone in the room. so did alfons. especially alfons.

 

I don't know why I'm scared
I've been here before
Every feeling, every word
I've imagined it all

You'll never know, if you never try
To forgive your past, and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be, your
Your one and only
Promise I'm worth it
To hold in your arms

So come on
And give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile

Until the end starts

albert was looking at jodi and jessica who were cuddling like they were a freaking happy couple. freaking happy couple.

 

If I've been on your mind
You hang on every word I say
Lose yourself in time
At the mention of my name

Will I ever know
How it feels to hold you close
And have you tell me
Whichever road I choose you'll go

evodie saw chacha who was still trying to stop her tears. my oh my he loved her so much. he just knew it. but what oh what he could do to melt her heart just like he has done the last time?

 

I don't know why I'm scared
Cos I've been here before
Every feeling every word
I've imagined it all

You'll never know
If you never try
To forgive your past
And simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your
Your one and only
I promise I'm worth it
To hold in your arms

So come on
And give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile

Until the end starts

I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart

yasmine was locking her brown eyes to alfons. and all of a sudden, nothing else mattered

 

I know it ain't easy
Giving up your heart (nobody's perfect)
I know it ain't easy (trust me I've learned it)
Giving up your heart (nobody's perfect)
I know it ain't easy (trust me I've learned it)
Giving up your heart (nobody's perfect)
I know it ain't easy (trust me I've learned it)
Giving up your heart (nobody's perfect)
I know it ain't easy (trust me I've learned it)
Giving up your heart

So I dare you to let me be your
Your one and only
I promise I'm worth it
To hold in your arms

So come on
And give me the chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile

Until the end starts

Come on
And give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can
Walk that mile

Until the end starts

she smiled and recieved so many applauses. she walked to alfons

"so, have you think about it?" asked yasmine

"about what?" asked alfons back

"my challange" 

he smiled "i have"

"and...."

"and i decided to win" he said. she smiled so wide until her cheeks hurt. then she hugged him. he hugged her back.

 

it was a little late. so they decided to go back to their rooms. but not michael. he sat on the carpet. in the halls in front of his room. he didn't know why. he was just so shocked and everything. suddenly, the door of room 103 opened. he stood up instictly.

"oh" he said while looking at chacha. she closed the door 

"hi michael" said chacha

"so... what are you doing? everybody is asleep?" he asked

"yes" she said while taking a step closer

"look, cha. i need to know something" said michael

"what is it?" 

"what are you doing?" 

"standing"

"no. seriously. what are you trying to do?" asked michael. he seemed to know something. something that chacha didn't tell him. it was a guess. but he needed to confirm it.

"nothing" she was standing right in front of him now

"you're up to something cha. i just know it" he said

"you will see" said chacha before kissing him

she kissed him again.

fucking again.

what the hell was going on?

he pushed her from him. but it was too late. naomi was already standing in front of room 103. looking at the two of them.

"naomi, it's not what you think it i-" 

 

but before michael could finish his sentence, naomi said "cha, can you leave us alone? go inside"

chacha went to her room awkwardly. then the door shut. it was only them in the hall. michael and naomi. standing with 1 meter distance between them.

"explain" she said

"it was an accident! she kissed me! she kissed me, mi" said michael

"that's the best you got?" asked naomi

it silenced michael. and she continued "we're done" and she turned around. about to enter her room again

but michael held her wrist "wait, naomi" 

naomi pulled her hand from his holding. she turned to him and he was surprised to see her crying "you know. you know that you're the only one that i've ever love" she cried

he couldn't do anything. he felt so heartbroken. he wanted to scream to the world that he loved her. so much. he wanted to shout out loud. but he chose to stood there like an idiot

"you know that you're my one and only" she said again between her tears "but why can't i be your one and only?"

"you are!" he said. he couldn't. he couldn't stand her crying. he just couldn't. her never saw her like this before. ever. it broke his heart to know that those tears were because of him

"liar" she said "go away. i don't want to see your face. i don't want to hear your voice. i don't want you" 

"you know that it's not true" 

"yes. i know that i'm telling you lies" said naomi "i know that i could never stop wanting you. but at least if i lie, i won't get hurt by you. because even if you hurt me, i can't hate you. i can never stop loving you. and that's what i'm afraid of. that's the problem. it scares the shit out of me, mike. it has scared me from the day i fell for you. i don't want to do this. not anymore" she cried

michael looked like he was about to say something. but nothing came out. absolutely nothing. naomi went inside her room while crying.

michael stood in front of her door, turned around and leaned his back on the door. he sled down until he sat. he felt bad. he felt horrible. 

AHOY END OF THE CHAPTER! okay from the top guys.i don't really think this chapter is nice. it's kind of boring and short. BUT ANGST. SO MANY ANGST. i love angst. i love eka! i know. the ajibert lol love it so much. aji is a pretty nice english friend. THE TADA OMG HAHAH LOVE EM MY GAAWWWDD. the anya was so short and spooky. and the angst in the lounge room omg. chacha was like so cool and all. BUT SHE KISSED MICHAEL AGAIN. WHAT THE HELL? lol i know why. i'll tell you in chapter 19. THE MIMI OMG ANGST EVERYWHERE ADJHDJKAAJDHQ LOVE IT SO MUCH. oh and i tried to soften my language, but i just couldn't stop myself from adding 'fucking again' because it's just so askfhiauiofh idk sorry.

the songs are one and only - adele and knock knock - lenka. i'm so into adele guys. seriously she's awesome. you guys should like, buy her album or something because.... just because!

next chapter will be Madesu:Sectionals!