sorry guys.for being very very very confusing for all of you.HEHEH okay.i'm gonna answer the question.i cried because i'm tired.i'm tired of being confused.confused about my feelings.this is not about the person that i'm falling in love with anymore,this is about me.the problem is me.seriously.i'm so confused about myself that i want to cry.okay,this is very private and very me.so i'm not sure if i can tell this to anyone.i know this is dangerous blahblah.but i'm not ready.even though this thing is (what i think) so important because it kind of showing who i really am.get it?this thing that i'm over thinking is about who i am.and what i will become in the future.so yeah,it's fucking frustrating.just like life and shit.and why does it hurt so bad?i don't know.fuck,all i need is the truth and i'll accept me for who i am.honestly,i will.if i know the truth already.
you know why i'm afraid to tell?because i'm afraid of the whispers behind my back.and i'm afraid of how people are going to react.so yeah,i'm pretty much not ready.
hah i'm such a drama queen.but the hell with it.i'm not gonna lie or be hypocritical in this situation because......junior high and high school are all about dramas.i guess......enjoy the dramas as long as we can.because it won't last that long.
mean girls, mean people, backstabber are always out there seeking their "prey" what we can do is to stand up and put away all our sorrow :) don't be afraid to be who YOU WANNA BE cause when there's haters there's always at least A friend for you
BalasHapusenjoy the world with smile, laugh, and love
Cheer up, girl :)