sometimes we're sad but we dunno why.sometimes we cried for no reason.i cried just now.and i can't explain the reason.i guess i cryed because i am confused with how i feel.do you know that feeling when you don't know how you feel about someone?

well that feeling doesn't feel so good.i don't really know what i feel about you.but i know i have feelings for you.

i've been spending all my time just thinking about you.and i think i'm falling for you.i wonder if you think about me every night just like i always think of you,i wonder if you're happy when i'm smiling just like i always do when you smile.

seeing you happy makes me even happier and seeing you cry breaks my heart.

but i guess i am not good enough for you.because you fell for someone else.

i can't lie,i am sad everytime i remembered the fact that you're in love with that person.the fact that we will never be together.i feel like crying and i'm about to burst in tears.but instead of doing that,i bite my lips and said "i'm happy for you".

but.........this time i cried so bad and i said "i can't take this anymore".